Draw this again: Never again

Soooo I've procrastinated posting this for a whole month. Here's why.

This drawing has haunted me forever. Originally it was a request from Kitsune-no-Suzu WAAAAAY back on my first dA account. Yes it's a crappy drawing now but back then I was really proud of it. And the playful teasing over their hair was fine for a bit but after 4 years of it... it got me really down. It's why i don't draw males often and why I don't do fan art too often. Now me being me, I never really spoke up about it til recently when some friends and I were talking about old art. This piece got brought up and it brought me down pretty fast. Kit didn't know she was upsetting me, which is my fault. And I still love her even so ♥ 

Anyways. This piece haunted me and I had to be bribed to redraw it. Which didn't work at first but it kept bothering me and I needed to get over this fear and hate of this. And I got over one of those... sort of. I still really dislike this piece now. I mean it's better but I'm not happy with it and I don't know if I ever will be. But that's just because I have so many bad thoughts and feelings about this one. 

So anyways. Feel free to comment and tell me what you think of the improvement, if you think I was being silly for being so upset and touchy about this piece so on so forth. But please xD Never ask me to draw these two again. ♥

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